I should clarify that when I refer to "my friend", it is not the same person each time. I'm venting my frustration about things said by many different people. This is a great forum to share the opinions I don't share with my "my friend"s. That is, until they read it and discover that I have opinions and they chase me with swords and pitchforks.
In the last 31 days I have still managed to get out of the house a bit which is much better than last time. It makes a huge difference being able to picture in my mind how close the bus stops are. I just have to get across the front lawn, up the hill and around the corner.
Maybe this is significant for other things that I find overwhelming. If I can visualise how to complete the first step, I will probably take it but if it is too far away or too complicated, I will probably not try. I think it was the main reason I didn't make it to some important things recently. Looking at it this way, I can give myself a bit of a break for feeling overwhelmed about getting to things.
I'm proud of the times I got out of the house and I can understand why sometimes it proved too much of a challenge.
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